I don’t want to have to change my morning routine. I like it. I don’t want to walk alone to first period. It’s a long walk. I don’t want to have to sit in first without my best friend. She makes drama fun. I don’t want to walk to second alone. I don’t want to walk to forth alone. The walk is long and I don’t know anyone on that way. I don’t want to have to not be hugged or held after fourth by certain people. It’s what I look forward to every damn day. I don’t want to walk to my fifth with out a “good luck” or a hug. That class can be scary. I don’t want to go to seventh by myself. No one to look for in the crowd. I don’t want to sit awkwardly in seventh, not a soul to talk to. I don’t want to walk out to the parking lot without someone to tell all my stupid things to.
I didn’t realize my best friends (Tyler, Brittany, and Andy) where so apart of my everyday routine. I feel like without them, today will be really, really lonely.
I’m scared. I just want to crawl back under the covers.
